‘I can’t bear being myself’, I think this relates to both Flynn and Me.

I think I kinda miss being naive about things, that way I know I’m not missing anything. And now that the world’s unfolding before me, I realized I’m missing out to a lot of stuffs and though some things matter, but most, I don’t even have to bother. Why should I, I lived before even discovering I have a name but when things loosen up, I just found out there were things more important, more obscure and it’s ravaging. Yup.

Life gets harder. Two days left and it’s February, another month of new beginnings and another month of continuous battle with my unfeeling self and the lacking mental perception of the world.